Goodbye..

Today I left for college. It was the weirdest day of my life. Mom and dad got me all moved in and I was holding back tears the whole time. I just felt numb.

I remember finally saying goodbye, hugging, taking pictures, then going to my room and sitting on my bed. I peeked out the window as the tears ran down my face.
(I mean, look at me. Do I look happy??)



After laying on my bed crying for a few minutes, mom called and asked if I needed any groceries. So she came back and we went to the store. Trying to act strong, like this wasn't phasing me.

Then she said bye again, and the pain came all over again. But they were gone for real now.

My family was only an hour away, my brother lived a mile away, but my heart was in so much pain.

I had one other freshman roommate, and we were the ones in our rooms, under the covers, crying. haha